Fifty-Two

I just wanna say this is not what I thought fifty-two would feel like. The brochure lied lately.

I’ve been learning a lot about symptoms that are based auto to blame on menopause or dehydration. Oh, my fucking God, so thirsty. Kinda know how Vampires feel.

Also, things have been hurting lately, I’ve been asking carers who I treated my Oracle of life finger. My fingers hurt.

“Could that be arthritis”, she looks and says “it’s this age” and I’m like “It’s too fucking soon, too soon!”